im 22 years old and im 5 months pregnant . im currently living with my boyfriend and his brothers because my muslim family wants nothing to do with me.ive lost all my friends over the pregnacy and i had to quit my job because i worked with family memebers and i didnt want them knowing i was pregnant . me and my boyfriend struggle to find a place to live because he can barely afford to feed the both of us n pay rent . i really need some help . his brothers didnt want to put him on the lease and they dont like me because of my race. they've told me before if i complain or dont complie with their rules then id have to go . im pretty sure they are going to kick us out soon and everyday i cry thinking about it . i applied for wic and this helps but his brother ripped up my coupons and i feel like i have no one to run too because i dont want him kicking me and my boyfriend out . the sad part was my boyfriend and his brothers were close but they feel like i took him away from them so now they treat him bad too . i try everything to make them happy , i cook food , i clean up after them , i offer to run errands for them but even so they still dont like me . i dont think we cud afford rent more than 500 a month and since ny is so expensive we havent found anything. the worst part about all of this is that i decided to keep this baby thinking god would reward me for being brave and embracing my destiny to be a mother but now i feel like im being punished. sometimes i wish i never got pregnant . i need to find a place to live because i cant deal with the stress or abuse . im willing to move to nj if its cheaper but any further and my boyfriend would have to find another job . i need help . please .
